shadow121489

if you didn't care; you wouldn't bitch... If you were really "indifferent" to the whole situation, you wouldn't lash out or be jumping down my throat... You'd simply be "indifferent..." So maybe its time to stop playing "big man..." ... And just come clean, turn the leaf so to speak... Its really already almost too late... :/ Or just relax! Just "Let It Be..." I mean what are you panicking for..?? It only "you and me..." So you can be spiteful; and hurt me for fun You know ill just take it; iv always been the one Who sat idly by; and kept her mouth shut So assuredly happy; with my heart being cut And now i exist, i still breath wi

So, here's the deal... I've been with my "boyfriend" for just over a year and a half now... To make a long ass story short... He ditched me on Christmas, New year's, His/My birthday, Mothers day and even forgot our 1 1/2 yr anniversary... (which was pretty recently). Not to mention he has no respect for me, doesn't ever take my feelings into consideration but gawd freaking forbid i do something "wrong" (which is "anything" that i do btw) because shit will hit the fan! He's abusive in every way imaginable! Treats me like absolute shit all the time and only "misses me" and "wants to see me" when he needs to get laid... Wow, what a keeper hey??

*Confusion*Confusion*Confusion*Confusion*Confusion*Confusion*Confusion* *Confusion*Confusion*Confusion*Confusion*Confusion*Confusion*Confusion* *Confusion*Confusion*Worry*Confusion*Confusion*Stress*Confusion*Confusion*Confusion*Decision*Confusion*Undecided*Confusion*Confusion...... Enough said??? lol